In your teenage years, there comes a time when you have your first interview for a potential job. I had filled out an application for a store this past weekend, and within an hour, I had received a call and an interview had been scheduled. I wanted to make a good first impression so I needed a new outfit for my interview. I went to the boutique and found so many beautiful pieces to wear. I eventually created this outfit for my interview.
The other day I had went over the past few years in my head, throughout middle school I was always the girl with the big heart, believing in fairy tales and a happily ever after. You can say that I am a hopeless romantic and I also always end up becoming friends with those who would always hurt me in the end. I also can say I have been hurt to a major point in my life that I have been broken, clearly I have been trying to fix myself multiple times.
I have always been waiting for a prince, someone to save me but I have read something on the bulletin board in my homeroom “no one can like you, unless you like yourself.” I have had trouble with being who I am for a while as I always dreamt of boys coming to my rescue on a white horse. But that was a fairy tale and this is reality. Being hurt made me realize that my fantasy of being with someone just made me scared and that I need to focus more on becoming comfortable in my skin than being self-conscious with someone.
As people know I look up to Demi Lovato as a role model, she needed a break from everything to feel right once again. I am not saying I have all these guys lined up (as I know I will become a cat lady) and I do have love songs on repeat but life isn’t always about being with a guy, it about finding yourself through the trouble times and heart ache. And that is what I am trying to do.
Besides, I can always pretend I’m dating my favorite Australian band ;).
Sweater: Forever 21
“you’re shining, like a 5th avenue diamond.
And they don’t make you like they you to
You’re never going out of style.”
So today as my mother and father have traveled to the wedding of my old babysitter’s (which I should be invited to) my aunt and her friend came to visit by taking me to a vintage shop.
I decided to dress up, as to me its casual but to others, wearing a dress is dressy. So I add a little crop top to make it simple.
Dress: American Eagle
Crop Top: Jawbreaking
Hair Clip: American Apparel