Self Love | OOTD

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Don’t worry guys, I am still here. And there is something that I have been meaning to talk about and it is about self-esteem. For about 17 years or so of my life, I never felt comfortable about the way I looked, the way I acted or anything about myself.  I always cared what people thought about me and that really had hurt me as a person and I have lived in a terrible state because of it.

Within the past year, I learned that people may have opinions, but I learned that it is how I react to them. Because of their opinions, I blamed pretty much horrible thing in my life and theirs on me. But I discovered that was not true.

I was in a relationship in the beginning, which ended not even after 3 weeks, which made me realize that I put myself in that situation because I did not love myself enough. That the only reason I became friends with mean and disloyal people is because I did not like myself at all and that was the reason that it put me in such a terrible state for so long, it is because I thought I deserved it.

I learned that if I want a happy life, that I have to create a positive outlook towards it and not a depressing one I had for so long. There will be days that I will get depressed about myself with my nose being too big and not looking like other girls and looking like a child with my chubby cheeks but I have to remind myself that God created me because I am different and beautiful in my own way. Happiness is about appreciating the things that you cannot change and accepting them. Find the beauty in little things because they are there for a reason.

My depressed state was created by my thoughts and could only be changed by them. Happiness is a weird and scared feeling for me but I will bear with it because it is better than what I had felt.

Let go of that boy who is going to flirt with other girls and let go of those friends who cannot see how amazing you are. Love yourself because you cannot be anyone else.

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Jacket: Francesca’s
Sweater: Forever 21
Boots: DSW

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Winter Nights | OOTD

Hey everyone! How has life been treating you? I recently finished midterms and am so pleased on the grades I got in French and APUSH (it was a 77 but still good enough). I really want to get back into blogposts and keeping up on outfits so here is one from last Christmas.

My family and I went to Downtown Annapolis to see some of the lights they had to offer and why not do it on Christmas when everyone is inside and celebrating? It was cold but it was nice to be able to walk on the streets without cars running us over. I will hopefully include a vlog about my Christmas.

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Top: Urban Outfitters | Shorts: Urban Outfitters | Jacket: Forever 21

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Oblivion | OOTD

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I have been thinking about life recently and the future is some scary place. I do not know what to think but to keep the life I am living and hope to achieve my goals.

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Top: Forever 21 | Jacket: Forever 21 | Ring: Navette | Hat: (some store in Aspen) | Pants: Kohls (LC Collection)

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Happy | OOTD

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I’ve been meaning to post this picture forever! So this was an outfit I put together before my family and I went to dinner back in October. Sorry it is a short post but yeah 🙂 .

Dress: Urban Outfitters | Jacket: American Eagle | Shoes: Converse

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Fall Fashion Inspiration

It is finally fall! Here are my many pictures of fashion inspiration! I do have many more but here are a few that hopefully will inspire your outfits! I know some outfits include skirts, if you also live in a cold area and want to wear a skirt, put on either tights and knee high socks.
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Disclaimer: I do not own any of these pictures

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Fashion Week Dreams

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If you have been living under a rock, you would have known that New York Fashion is sadly over. While I a currently trying to keep up on the latest fashion across the pond over to London Fashion Week, I could not help but put together an outfit that I would have worn if I could have gone to New York Fashion Week. All I have been doing recently has been dreaming about going to Fashion Week, just being outside watching the street style would be amazing. Sadly I am in the suburbs, a good 4ish hours away (by train) with an outfit ready to go.

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Jacket- American Eagle | Top – Aeropostale | Skirt- Forever 21| Shoes- Aldo| Beanie- Forever 21 |Bracelet – J.Crew|

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I absolutely love this jacket! I draped it over my shoulders like a cape inspired by one of my favorite bloggers, Danielle Bernstein. It gives that whole edgy vibe to the whole outfit. I love how it is quilted as it is in style this season and I am so existed to purchase more quilted items when fall finally kicks in.

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Yes my new shoes just got dirty in the grass but they are absolutely so comfortable. I have been looking for simple black slip on shoes but I could not resist when I saw the gold chain!

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Of course I am wearing my mom’s gold bracelet! I thought there should be another touch of gold so it could match the shoes!

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Who says you cannot be comfortable yet stylish? I love my beanie to death and I could just wear it with anything! It is fall time and I think everyone, even the Queen of England should get themselves a lovely beanie!

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Old Pieces | OOTD

 Ever since I was young, I always wore the same pieces together for the same outfit over and over again. I grew up, I still do that and always end up getting new pieces but nothing ever changes. When I started this blog, I was first starting out experimenting with outfits and I always thought buying new pieces of clothing was the answer. Not all the time. Yes, I will admit I am a shopaholic with sadly a small budget (I will get upset and not buy anything if I can’t get like 2 items I don’t know why but I need to stop that).

The idea came the other day when I wanted to do a back to school outfit ideas video for my YouTube. I went through different items in my closet until I found a dress and a jacket I had for maybe 3 or 4 years now. I remember having each of these items back in middle school, including my converse, and I was super excited to see what it would like together!

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Dress: American Eagle | Jacket: unknown | Shoes: Converse

I remember when I got this jacket, I was in a fashion show for my finishing school and my class had the theme of safari. I think a green neutral jacket would be a better fit than the gray one. Having a shorter jacket without it being wide would work much better

I love this sundress it has a few different patterns, lace on the skirt and dots on the bustier. There is always different ways that one can dress down a sundress to 1. wear to school or 2. wear it during the fall time. If your dress code allow you to dresses, lucky! Here is an idea that if you need help thinking of what to wear, how about a pink dress, white converse, green jacket and you can also add a gold necklace.

Who knows maybe you can put together a few older pieces together to create a new favorite outfit!

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