For the longest time, I thought I knew myself. I wanted to study in fashion and work in Hollywood but I’m not too sure of that anymore. I was confident in myself when I started college but being so busy I got far a way from the things I love.
I lost interest in blogging, YouTube and many of things that I used to love because all my time is focused on school, studying and trying to keep my friends sane by keeping them from not starting drama. My depression has been bothering me and I have been trying to keep my boyfriend from worrying too much about me but I really haven’t focused on myself.
I miss who I once was and I wonder what has happened. With my time devoted to school, I haven’t had time to myself other than Netflix and I miss being creative. I want to write poeticlly and create new content, but I’m failing at something I thought I was once good at.
I’m lost, I don’t know who I am but I am trying to figure out even if it is hard.